Borderline Personality Disorder, Rage, and Work Don’t Mix
Borderline Personality Disorder, rage and work just don’t mix so I’ve come to discover. Last month I got fired again. I can’t even count how many times I’ve been fired in the last 10 years. Failure I’m used to. Man, if I ever have lasting success, not that would be strange. That wouldn’t make sense. I’d never trust that. That would piss me off more than getting fired pisses me off. This time, when my boss fired me, it was as he put it, “Because you have a negative attitude and you are hostile with your co-workers.” He also continued on to say that I intimidate other people. People I work with and customers. Say what?
Friends – Do We Need Them?
Borderline Personality Disorder and friendships, huh? Don’t know about others but I am not having much luck with this mix. I don’t seem able to keep friends. I am not sure if I really care or not either. I guess sometimes I kinda do and other times not really. I don’t trust people. No one has shown themselves to me to be someone I can trust. People never do what they say they will. So, I wonder, why say so much stuff they don’t mean? I get enraged when people say one thing and do another. It just pisses me off so much. What’s wrong with that?
Borderline Rage – Big Deal!
I am 33 and I have Borderline Personality Disorder. I am known as a raging acting-out borderline. That’s what the shrinks tell me anyway. Seems people in my life have told me this too come to think of it. Whatever, who cares! What’s a little rage, you know? I mean it’s not like I shouldn’t feel what I feel right? Shrinks tell you it’s okay to feel what you feel. So when I feel – anything – I tend to get pretty pissed off.
